I believed the words
I lived the words
It becomes my heart
It becomes my soul
It becomes me...
I believe the words...
Manuelle Augustine
Sunday, December 27, 2015
I Miss You Love
I miss you love...
I whisper in the wind
I miss you love...
I cry in the rain
I miss you love...
I write it in the skies
I miss you love...
Saturday, December 26, 2015
It's Just Another Day Again
It's just another day again...
After the most awaited
and most celebrated time of the year
after the Merry Christmas cheer
I'm back to my another day again...
It's just another ordinary day again
back to the usual thing
back to where I always been
It's just another day again...
Manuelle Augustine
Wednesday, December 23, 2015
And So Again It Is Christmas
And so again
it is Christmas...
When the world celebrates
in merrymaking
with love and gifts
under the Christmas tree...
Sending greetings of cheer
to family and friends...
And so again
it is Christmas...
But in my world
it's the saddest time
to recall...
Manuelle Augustine
@Christmas2015
Monday, December 21, 2015
My Heart Still Whispers
I Love you Love
My heart still whispers
in every moment
in my every breathe
in my every sigh
in every drop
of tears from my eyes
My heart still whispers
I Love you Love
Manuelle Augustine
This is all...
This is all I have
This is all what's here for me
to gaze at your name
just to read your name...
Manuelle Augustine
Monday, December 14, 2015
To My Grave
Every memory...
Every tick of time...
Every breath...
Pulling me
cruelly
gradually
to my grave...
Manuelle Augustine
Sunday, December 13, 2015
Looking at the Mirror
Looking at the mirror
I could only see traces of my pains...
Of my wounds that never heals...
Of the time gone by...
Of the memories
of all my tears...
Looking at the mirror
I could not see a trace
of a morrow...
Of a day and a time
When my tears
will dry...
Looking once again
at the mirror
I can see my soul
pleading for hope
For a day...
For a morrow...
Manuelle Augustine
Thursday, December 10, 2015
A Muted Poetry
I say please forgive
I speak no words
my mouth is locked
deep within my heart...
Please forgive
My poetry is mute
rhyming no other lines
But the woes of my broken heart...
Please forgive
No exquisite verses
Just gratefully grateful
for your reading
the voices of my heart...
Manuelle Augustine
Wednesday, December 9, 2015
Remember December?...
Remember September...?
When you pushed me out from your life...
Remember October...?
When you said "I'm here to stay..."
Remember November...?
Our first embrace
after decades
Tightly
In tears
So long....
Remember December...?
You said
"let Christmas be our day
So we will never ever forget..."
Remember?....
Manuelle Augustine
Saturday, December 5, 2015
In So Many Times
In so many times
to you
my heart would like
to cry out my pain ...
In so many times
I wish
that you could hear
and see my tears...
In so many times
I wanted you to know
the wounds you caused
in my heart
never heals...
In so many times
I wish i could tell you
how and how much
you hurt me.....
crashing my whole being
into pieces never mending...
Manuelle Augustine
Thursday, November 26, 2015
Dear Broken Heart
God feels your pain
God knows everything...
Through all these years
through your everyday
always keeping you
in His care...
The many sad things
that in your life had happened
caught you trapped
in your never ending pain
draining your whole being...
The lonely dark years
have been so long
and the memories
kept coming back...
Yes they never leave...
they will always stay...
because those memories
are a part of us...
because
they are the memories
of the people we love...
Yes they are the gone pieces
of our broken heart
broken life...
Nothing we can do...
The gone days
we can not bring back...
Breathe now in your today
though things has lost meaning
though the memories of the pain
are what lingers...
Just breathe...
God wants you to know
to Him you have meaning
Quiet now your soul
Just breathe...
and look up to the skies
It's vastness
is God's divine presence...
The mistakes, and tragedies
of the past
can never forfeit
His loving grace in you...
It may have been too long now...
but God's time is always perfect...
It is never late
for us that believes in Him...
Manuelle Augustine
@11272015
Monday, November 23, 2015
Must I Be Gone
Must I be gone
Must I eradicate
my scattered pieces
leaving no traces
of the memories
of all my pain...
Must I be gone
Must I refrain
from penning my heart
so crashed un-mending
and forever be silent
in my world of tears
on my own...
Must I be gone...
Must I stop
holding on in the air
knowing nothing
mean anything
at all...
Manuelle Augustine
@11242015
Saturday, November 21, 2015
Just Scribble
Just scribble
All the content
of your heart
Your screams
in your silence
Your anguish
Your grieving
Every painful
throbbing
Every sobbing
Every weeping
As the tears
on your face
running down
Just let it flow...
Just let it be...
Just scribble...
Your pain
just write them down...
Manuelle Augustine
@1121015
Wednesday, November 11, 2015
The Fallen Leaves in Fall
The fallen leaves in Fall
I took my last chance
to frame-in the images
of the beautiful colors In Fall...
I could not help not stare
at the lovely fallen leaves
as deep in my soul
my heart is flooding
in tears...
As the memories recalls
of the moments
of the words,
of the days
of the love
that I believed was real...
Yet they never last
they have become like
fallen leaves in Fall....
Manuelle Augustine
Tuesday, November 3, 2015
I Found Myself
When I finally learned
where I belong
I found myself
in the verses
of my poems
Manuelle Augustine
Monday, October 26, 2015
The Word Goodbye
The time has come
the word goodbye I need to learn...
I've rhymed so many lines
I've painted all my grieving...
In the rain I've screamed
the deepness of my pains
echoing with the winds...
The world have read my verses
undying love in misery I loudly penned
Though my wounds are never mending
through all my sorrowful malady
in God's amazing grace I remained...
I've cried so many tears
I've held on through all the sadness
I understand the reasons why
on me, the light of day
will never come to shine again...
Through all the love and hopelessness
the word goodbye I need to learn
Through all that I've been
the time has come for me
to park my pen..
Manuelle Augustine
@27October2015
Sunday, October 18, 2015
On 4 walled room...
I faded away from my world
I chose to close my doors
and live on 4 walled room
locked my heart
shut my sanity on my own...
But my window is wide open
to gaze on the skies
before and after I close my sight...
and breathe a sigh
as tears again and again
falls from my eyes...
Manuelle Augustine
Wednesday, October 14, 2015
My Truth
It is so sad
but it's the truth
that pain defines
my everyday...
my every minute...
every blink of my eyes...
every throb of my heart...
Through all the day
until I close my eyes
at night...
til I wake up
to another morning
still with tears in my eyes...
Manuelle Augustine
Monday, October 5, 2015
Desire
Desire
A burning passion
Most of the time a wonderful feeling
Sometimes consuming...
at times misleading...
There is something about desire
that we all need to know
To let not be consumed
and be not be burned
but instead be guided
be informed...
Remember beware
Carnal desire is a liar...
Shrug away your shoulders
and resist...
choose to do wise...
Let your desires be
of that which are seeking
for the good
for what's true
for what's pure
for what edifies
for what brings good report
for what brings peace
for what brings joy for the heart...
In Silence...
In silence
is my reality
hearing the voices within
carving tears in my eyes...
In silence
is where I can be me
riven in my finality...
Manuelle Augustine
Saturday, October 3, 2015
Always In My Heart
Always in my heart...
Though you're gone with the wind
But...you're always in my heart...
I love you love...
Always in my heart...
I hear the whispers of the wind
You're always in my heart...
Manuelle Augustine
Tuesday, September 29, 2015
I just want to sleep...
I just want to sleep...
just want to close my eyes
hoping my mind
will pause to forget
all the thoughts and pain
creeping in my heart
and in my head...
Voices of my realities
that never leaves...
Manuelle Augustine
Friday, September 25, 2015
Autumn Winds
The autumn winds
Brushing on my skin
a touch of sadness
they bring...
The autumn winds
Bringing back the memories
of the pains
of the promises gone in vain...
The autumn winds
Failing leaves falling
losing hold of time
blown away by the wind...
Manuelle Augustine
Friday, September 18, 2015
Autumn has come...
Autumn has come...
Today I recall
The last autumn
that were buried
with the fallen leaves
in Fall...
Lovely colors
of yellow and reds
with orange and brown
dampened beneath
lofty lonely trees...
Each leaf
speaks for a time
of moments of love
of hopes and dreams
of tears and pain
swiftly blown away
in one autumn wind...
Tuesday, September 15, 2015
Just waiting for time...
🍂My flesh shivering
my body so weak...
could hardly lift a finger...
could hardly take air to breathe...
So tired with sadness...
torn worn by pain...
In my life
I stopped searching for meaning...
I have lived to my fullest...
I have given my best...
I have loved to the truest...
Now...
just waiting for time
to take my breath and be one with the gale...
So shall my sadness and pain be gone
then shall my meaning be mine...🍂
Manuelle Augustine
Sunday, September 13, 2015
Tempest...
Amidst the turbulent waters
holding on to a pole
as the cruel flow
devoured everything
before his very eyes...
there he was
standing for his life...
Then I saw myself...
standing there...
There I was
caught in the middle
of my tempest...
So suddenly so swiftly...
my world turned around
so instantly...
All that I believed
were all washed away...
Manuelle Augustine
Monday, September 7, 2015
Hopelessness...
Realizing the loss...
The sorrow to know
that the love you love so much
will never ever come back...
The feeling of looking beyond the ocean
far too far gazing on nothingness...
Deep in this heart is pain...
deeper than the ocean...
Hopelessness...
Manuelle Augustine
@972015
If there is...
If there's a place that I could choose to go...
It is to you...
If there's a time that destiny will bring me back
I will stay in my memories of you...
If there's a life that God will allow me to live
I pray to live my lifetime with you...
Manuelle Augustine
@972015
Saturday, September 5, 2015
Upon waking up on my every morning...
Upon waking up on my every morning
I would remind myself again and again...
that though another day in each day
is greeting me in tears and pain
I am breathing every breath
surrounded by God's amazing grace
comforted with His truth
trusting His faithfulness...
Today as I woke up to another morning
though I will face another day
in everyday in pain and tears...
My heart will completely trust His will...
Manuelle Augustine
@9/6/2015
The Best Will of God...
God's will
is all beautiful
all wonderful
all perfect...
Sometimes
to some they come easy...
to some they come not...
With each life
are different stories
Yet countless as the sand
God deals accordingly with each one...
In different strokes
but same loving grace...
But most of the time
we wander with our free will...
A lot of us walks in our own way...
many care less about God
or and does not believe in God...
As we trod in our chosen path
faced with many choices
living life in our own understanding
most of the time
we are pushed in harms way...
dragged in hurts and pains...
Yet God cares...
Always cares...
But...always
we least recognize
that He is leading our way...
fixing our crooked crossed roads
into one straight path
one by one
unloading our loads...
directing our way into His best will...
For He is all knowing...
He knows What's Best...
for each one of us...
"And there are times
that we need to throw away...
to give up...
to let go...
of the things that
we dearly value...
to let what is best
and the good
and beautiful
take over
in our life..."
in obeying and completely trusting
the will of God...
Manuelle Augustine
Tuesday, September 1, 2015
One September
One September...
I know not how
where to start to pen
the September in my life
that I could never forget...
Each day were sealed with tears...
Oh how can I ever forget
the saddest moments in time
that turned all my days
into a land of grief...
and the sun
ceased on rising
dumping my soul
in unrelenting rain...
In one September in my life
I lost my world...
I lost myself...
Alive pushed buried
in my somber grave...
Manuelle Augustine
@9/1/2015
Friday, August 28, 2015
"Waiting..."
I read this word today
Oh how like a knife it struck
deep into my heart
for the word
has so much to say...
so much story to tell
that no words could ever suffice
to contain the pain...
"Waiting..."
I have been waiting...
I waited...
I gave myself, my time, my efforts
my all, my everything
because I believed...
I've waited...
to just find my own one day...
All are but just wasted...
Waiting...I waited for nothing
There's non to wait...
After All...
Manuelle Augustine
@8/28/2015
Tuesday, August 25, 2015
The Peril
The peril
He sent me to my perils
I journeyed everyday
in a land of nowhere...
I trod in thorny dark valleys
my flesh worn and torn
anxiety is everywhere...
I am sailing on a ship
though loads unloaded
but the storms keep raging
in the middle of nothing
where my tears and the rain
become one in falling...
with the chaos of its whirling
I could not even hear my soul
to the heavens screaming...
'Oh Lord!
My God!'
'Please send your mercy
and calm my storms...
you sent me to this peril
to learn thy Will...
In your heart I have faith
Please stop the haunting winds
and whisper in my soul
so I may hear your voice
loud and clear
that I may know the purposes
to where you're leading me
then shall I follow and obey...'
Manuelle Augustine
@8/26/2015
Monday, August 24, 2015
Forgive me Lord...
"Forgive me Lord..."
Forgive me Lord
for the chances
that I shouldn't have taken...
Forgive me for not
choosing to do
what is righteous then...
Forgive me
for causing all these hurts to myself...
Forgive me for not
choosing to do your will...
Forgive me for failing me...
Forgive me for failing you...
Forgive me
for all the pain
and injustice
I allowed to happen to myself...
Forgive me for hurting me...
Forgive me for all my tears...
Forgive me Lord
for crying for what you did not will for me...
Manuelle Augustine
@8/25/2015
Sunday, August 23, 2015
A comment to a Poem 'original sin'
Wail no more dear soul
In the cross
The Lord Jesus has paid it all...
The original sin is gone
from eternal death
Jesus redeemed
the soul of everyone...
We have been paid for a price
We can never pay
Saved by His blood
from the pangs of Satan
we have been set free...
So sin no more dear soul
the stain of original sin
is gone ...
No more...
Repent now
from your transgressions
Received the salvation
The Lord Jesus
ransomed you for...
Live the forgiven life
and sin no more...
Jesus died on the cross
and from death He is risen
from eternal damnation
He saved us all...
Manuelle Augustine
@8/23/2015
Saturday, August 22, 2015
The Calling...
The Calling...
You brought me to the valleys
to climbed the mountains
I walked on thorns...
You led me to the waters
I crossed the seas
I shed ocean of tears...
You brought the great pour
In the cold
I stood in the storms...
You lead me through all
your grace calls
equipping me
to follow your call...
Manuelle Augustine
@8/22/2015
Thursday, August 20, 2015
The world I see...
I see love
everywhere...
couples holding hands
cuddling
embracing
caring...
I read many lines
of love and loving
of faithfulness
of commitment
and believing...
But
here in me
I see myself
in a world
of tears and pain...
betrayed by the love
I falsely believed...
Oh the world I see
passing by in each day...
cutting my heart in pieces
in every breathe I take
and sigh away...
Manuelle Augustine
@8/20/2015
Wednesday, August 19, 2015
Roses from a friend
Roses
from a friend
She handed this
today
she remembered
it's my day...
Roses
from a friend
reminds me
of the many
that I left and lost
locked
in my old world...
Manuelle Augustine
@8/19/2015
Monday, August 10, 2015
Until...
https://youtu.be/XLkk2SFnbYA
Till I slip away from my today's
Till the sunrise and sunsets cease
Till my last inhale
In my heart
you will remain...
Till my days
shall never come again...
Till my last gaze
on your memories...
Till time will end...
Manuelle Augustine
@122015
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