Dear Broken Heart

God feels your pain

God knows everything...

Through all these years

through your everyday 

always keeping you 

in His care...

The many sad things 

that in your life had happened 

caught you trapped 

in your never ending pain

draining your whole being...

The lonely dark years 

have been so long

and the memories 

kept coming back...

Yes they never leave...

they will always stay... 

because those memories 

are a part of us... 

because

they are the memories 

of the people we love... 

Yes they are the gone pieces 

of our broken heart

broken life...

Nothing we can do...

The gone days

we can not bring back...

Breathe now in your today 

though things has lost meaning 

though the memories of the pain 

are what lingers...

Just breathe...

God wants you to know

to Him you have meaning 

Quiet now your soul

Just breathe... 

and look up to the skies 

It's vastness 

is God's divine presence...

The mistakes, and tragedies 

of the past 

can never forfeit 

His loving grace in you... 

It may have been too long now... 

but God's time is always perfect... 

It is never late

for us that believes in Him...

                 Manuelle Augustine 

                        @11272015

Must I Be Gone

Must I be gone

Must I eradicate 

my scattered pieces 

leaving no traces

of the memories 

of all my pain...

Must I be gone

Must I refrain 

from penning my heart

so crashed un-mending 

and forever be silent

in my world of tears

on my own...

Must I be gone...

Must I stop

holding on in the air

knowing nothing 

mean anything

at all...

 Manuelle  Augustine 

       @11242015

Just Scribble

Just scribble 

All the content 

of your heart

Your screams 

in your silence 

Your anguish 

Your grieving 

Every painful

throbbing 

Every sobbing 

Every weeping 

As the tears 

on your face 

running down 

Just let it flow...

Just let it be...

Just scribble...

Your pain 

just write them down...

  Manuelle Augustine 

        @1121015

          

The Fallen Leaves in Fall

The fallen leaves in Fall

I took my last chance 

to frame-in the images 

of the beautiful colors In Fall...

I could not help not stare

at the lovely fallen leaves 

as deep in my soul

my heart is flooding

in tears...

As the memories recalls 

of the moments

of the words, 

of the days

of the love 

that I believed was real...

Yet they never last 

they have become like 

fallen leaves in Fall....

   Manuelle Augustine 

        @11122015

I Found Myself

When I finally learned 

where I belong

I found myself 

in the verses

of my poems

Manuelle Augustine 

@1142015

The Word Goodbye

The time has come 

the word goodbye I need to learn...

I've rhymed so many lines

I've painted all my grieving...

In the rain I've screamed 

the deepness of my pains 

echoing with the winds...

The world have read my verses

undying love in misery I loudly penned 

Though my wounds are never mending

through all my sorrowful malady

in God's amazing grace I remained...

I've cried so many tears

I've held on through all the sadness 

I understand the reasons why 

on me, the light of day

will never come to shine again...

Through all the love and hopelessness 

the word goodbye I need to learn 

Through all that I've been

the  time has come for me 

to park my pen..

         

         Manuelle Augustine 

          @27October2015

On 4 walled room...

I faded away from my world 

I chose to close my doors

and live on 4 walled room 

locked my heart

shut my sanity on my own...

But my window is wide open 

to gaze on the skies

before and after I close my sight...

and breathe a sigh

as tears again and again

falls from my eyes...

       Manuelle Augustine 

             @10182015