The many Facets of my Pain

The many facets of my pain...

Where shall I start to tell...?

In streaming tears I am typing in this gadget where I have so much to be grateful for...

With the media and the internet and the SNS

that connects me to the world...

Connecting me to people I do not know, 

yet somehow, they get to know a part of me and my life through the words I write.

People who hears my heart 

and read my mind in my every storyline...

Though not rich with poetic verses 

but with words that comes straight 

from my wounded heart...

My heart that have so much to shout 

to free myself from the chains of pains 

that are pinning my soul inside...

And who else could hear...

But only my God...

And,  Yes... to Him I shout the pain 

that's killing me within...

Though He understands and He knows 

that even in all these 

I stood and will stand 

in complete surrender and faith in Him

Trusting all His purposes 

for allowing things and my pains 

to happen...

The pains that has  many facets...

though I still not know

where to begin 

to tell it's story...

       Manuelle Augustine 

                @2015